Back to work

I can't believe it's already time for me to go back to work! I wish I could just be a stay at home mom, of course there are those days that I wish I was working and could escape or maybe I just wish I was independently wealthy and could afford to pay someone to come watch them while I go to the spa?!

I am nervous to go back to work after being gone for 10 weeks. I am most nervous about leaving Kamryn alone all night with Ryan and I am pretty sure he is most nervous about that very same thing. I am worried that he will sleep right through her crying. As soon as she makes a peep I am awake or at least that's how it seems to be. For all I know she could have been grunting and making those sounds for 10 minutes. We will see how it goes, she may just learn to sleep through the night because Ryan doesn't wake up to her cry. Or maybe our husbands just trick us into thinking that they don't wake up to babies crying so us Mom's just take care of it!

The best part about me going back to work is that our kids won't be going to daycare. Ryan and I have it worked out so that when I am working he is off and when he works I am off. I worry about Kade a little bit. I hope to find a decently prices preschool that he can go to so that he doesn't forget everything he has learned at his daycare. I guess I will be "preschool" for now.

I remember almost a year ago when I first started this new job I posted about going back to work and being sad that I wouldn't have a baby to worry about. I have those feelings now but at least I don't have to worry about the daycare part!