Looking back

I haven’t slept well lately. I have been up late thinking about Kooper, thinking of all these things I haven't done that I have wanted to do for him or things I want to do in his memory which I have posted about before(but that’s for another post). The other day I was going through some old photos on the computer and I came across these…

 

Ryan’s co-workers through him a baby shower on June 17, 2008. (Exactly 1 year to the date that Kamryn was born. I just noticed that as I looked at the date on the picture). He brought home a bunch of presents including this bag full of baby stuff with the balloons attached. Kade had a ball with it and he even got a toy out of it (the toys surrounding the bag). He pretended he was Curious George. I can’t believe how little he looks! I wish I could go back in time and change how things ended up.

Many of Ryan’s co-workers were so good to us and still are, especially during that hard trial with were faced with. He was lucky to have such good support at work. I got time off after having Kooper to recover from his birth but Ryan didn’t get 8 weeks like I did he had to go back to reality much sooner. He had people there that were caring and kind to him during such a hard time for our family. I am so grateful for them.