So I have been told by my sweet husband that I need to blog more. He has already told me this but he has now told me that my followers are asking if I’m okay and why the heck have I stopped blogging. I guess I feel like there isn’t anything interesting to blog about. He pointed out that our life isn’t any more interesting or exciting as it was a year ago when I was blogging everyday, which is true. I did point out that I have posted recently….and he noticed but that’s recently.
I think I am having a hard time putting my true thoughts and feelings out there. Afraid of what people might think….who me, care what others think? I have also had some changes in my job which has required me to possibly have to find a new one and it has caused much stress in my life and I guess I am afraid if a potential employer googles my name and sees a post that sounds like I am NUTS then they definitely won’t hire me! Haha! Luckily I am getting the hours I need for our family to survive but not doing what I want to be doing.
I will try to be better. I have been HORRIBLE at taking pictures of my kids lately. Is there a reason? No, I just haven’t. I am mad that I have almost reached my limit on photo uploads through Picasa and I don’t know how to fix it. I think that was one of the biggest discouragers of blogging. I also got sick of seeing/reading blog posts about how perfect, wonderful, and blissful life is. Don’t get me wrong I like to see the wonderful things about life, but I like to see that I am normal and not alone when it comes to the imperfectness of life. It makes me feel like not such a bad mom after all :). I could go on and on on that subject, trust me. I have 2 blog posts that I started and then deleted because I didn’t want to offend anyone but was so bothered by it.
I don’t remember if I posted this on here but a couple weeks ago little miss Kamryn put a piece of corn up her nose and days later sneezed it out during dinner. Well tonight during dinner she was trying to put more corn up her nose and I stopped her. Well as I was changing her diaper she was rubbing her nose like something was bothering her and a piece of corn started to come out but before I could get to it she snuffed it back in. I tried many different things to get it out…one of them may have worked because I swear I saw it come out but I don’t know where it went. Which leaves me wondering if she snuffed it back in again. Luckily tomorrow is Keegan’s 15 month check up and I hope the doctor will be kind enough to look up Kamryn’s nose with her cool little light and see if she sees any corn! Speaking of the little cutie I like to point to pictures of our family on the wall and she says their name. Well when I get to her I usually don’t understand what she says and figures she just has a hard time saying her name. Well today I understood. She was saying, “That’s you!” Because that’s what I always say to her. We are working on saying her name or saying, “That’s me!”
Here are some pictures from our day….